There is always an end for every story.And in every end, there is a new start. Let this blog just be history and let the new beginning starts.

Yes, i change my blogs name, and i`ve changed. But everything i writen before let it be writen. Since its history, and let it be like that. This is my life, and this how i face it. This is my feeling and what i feels.
I already have a job now, and a girlfriemd that Id love to keep, but what lies ahead is still unknown. Looks like what i ever predict before will comes true.

As a human and as a man, we have wants that called lust. It is our inheritance habit as an animal. We have lust to reproduce our self. To make our kin still exist. I used to supress my lust in order to get a better achievement. But supressing is never easy to do. In then end, i end up with nothing but more lust. I got tired and release my lust with my own way, i let it free and then i got a notice that the essence of lust is love. Love make people feel lust. But that lust than overtake the way of love do. Like spirit and physical form of man. People are actually spirit, and then they forget how their spirit are and become used to life in this physical form. After understanding the real  love mean from the lust, i realize that we can not suppress the lust except we want to not l loving anymore. From lust we understand jealously, and from love, we also understand hatred. And from that understanding, i start to feel losing love since i have tried to supress lust many times. But i also realise that love is like how the spirit reproduce itself too. But real love doesn’t affected by the physical form. It doesn’t seem to like beautiful face or big breast, or slim body or whatever.

Yah, cm sekadar informasi saja, sekarang saya sudah bisa ke jakarta lagi naek motor. hohoho. 🙂 Jadi kalo mo ngapa2in saya bisa berangkat, walaupun ga tau jalannya. Btw, kok jakarta tambah rame ya ????

After taking some breaks, I decide to continue to write things on this wordpress. 🙂 But I think it is probably slightly different from my last post, since I have a job now, but I think it is great. Since I didn’t have special preferences for my jobs. I didn’t know it, i just asking it, or search for it, or taking it by myself. For me, working is like having fun because everything i’ve done or other’s did is somehow funny for me. I often stop and watch how others got like their job or start to murmuring their boss. I think it is funny when people do something that make something that theirself may have done the same things. When seeing people so like their jobs, i feel so comfort so i could increase my job performance to. 🙂